Dealing with demons 2

Another improvement I have gradually made across the years is not reacting forcefully to oppose each sighted wrongfulness without assessing where it comes from. Many times I have been tricked into thinking a wrongness originates from an innocent friend and therefore lost their friendship. Instead of needing someone to recognize that I am under attack and cleanse me, I can now see it as attack and stop actions that could do further damage and wait it out, almost at the stage where I can additionally assist others suffering from the same group-attack.

Although I still suffer physically in the form of sinus problems and fever when attacked by a demon, I can now limit the harm done to the physical realm and prevent bad karma arising due to my former ignorant reactions. I prefer to stay clean and safe 'below in the know' than fight back and INSIST upon righting any wrongs seemingly dealt to me by group-friends.

I hope to further progress to such stage that I am able to instantly be aware of a demon attack as it happens rather than shortly afterwards. I also hope to develop my skills enough to be able to help secure fellow group-friends rather than expect to be helped or stay safe and watch them fall then pick up the pieces.